Surely the Lord is in this place and ... none other than the House of God (Betel) - Genesis 28:16-17

2/17/11

Eduardo & Antonio's Farewell Party


What an excellent farewell we had tonight for our dear, beloved Spaniards Antonio and Eduardo who served here for three months! Above you see pictures from our party. We had a lovely taco truck dinner, then piƱata busting time, and finally a hilarious game of Pin the Tail on the Donkey. Good on ya Lea-Ann for planning and decorating for all of the delightful festivities!

2/16/11

Homework from Philippians 1:12-30

This morning I co-taught a Bible study (Alpha course) for the men here on Philippians 1:12-30. Just before ending our time together, I gave the men a bit of homework which I plan on doing myself. The assignment is to seriously reflect and honestly answer the following questions.

  1. What is your life philosophy OR why do you live your life the way you do?
  2. How can you serve others here in Betel?
  3. What do you practically need to do to REALLY give your best or improve personally?
  4. What is one things you can do to support someone or build unity here this week?

2/11/11

Noon n' Crannie LIC


Third time is the charm as today, after two failed attempts last month to get me into the store, I got acquainted with how to run one of the antique stores Betel has. This one will close at the end of March. I am so, so, so thankful to have gotten the opportunity to be out of the office, to have more people time, and to have fun with Lea-Ann, Naomi, and the tots. My favorite part of the day was our impromptu dance party when the store was slow. I am also thrilled that the little things that I moved around in the store all got noticed and some in fact actually bought. Below are some more pictures from the day.





2/8/11

Qualities I endeavor to be ...

Gentle
Humble
Patient
Servant's heart
Flexible
Works unto the Lord
Always giving my best
Faithful
Good listener
Funny

This is what I want to be; this is what I can't be without you Beloved.

2/6/11

Untitled (Poem)

Untitled (Poem)
Written by: Amanda Kay Johnson

In the darkness the shadow appeared
calling to her, a most comforting, yet despised siren
She wrestled in the night, reminding herself of what had come before
trying to silence the siren’s pleas
And in the struggle, the lion appeared, roaring ready to devour
He was cunning, an old foe, who knew her well,
though one, more ancient, knew her better
The lion closed his mouth, for now, knowing he could lead her
the trivial trinket dangled before her, alluring, just enough
The soft, velvety paws, began to walk, drawing her from the spring
She followed him along the ridge and journeyed down, down
Each step drew her closer, yet more distant, to intended destination
The surf lapped upon the shores, wave after wave
beckoning like the deceptively gentle undertones of the lion
Purrs muddled with ebbing current, the serenading Bacchic pipes arousing
Inhibitions gone exchanged for pleasure and fantasy,
she plunged into the salty waters and drank deeply
She swam until the tide made her weary and return to the shore
There she lay, finally comatose, upon her grainy bed
The lion opened his mouth once more delighted at his fallen prey
Unable to stir or speak, the effects of the salt water, she could only but watch
He encircled, relishing her scent, sniffing with glee, taking his time to consume
Fantasy turned horror, mute, convicted and paralyzed
She could do nothing except await his impending, flesh-piercing, lacerations
Overwhelmed with desire, he leapt upon her as silent screams echoed forth
Butcher savagely, the lion thought, and yet with each vicious bite
blood and salt water surged forth from her mouth and wounds rendering healing
The lion ate without remorse consumed with hateful desire and gorged himself
Invisible before him, a new woman lay, revived and free from her saline death
Though he was deaf to her words, she thanked him for liberating her
appreciative of unintended pedagogy and renewal, returning to the spring

2/5/11

Dawn Breaks Anew

A poem for your consideration based on the life of one of the men here and upon my observations of him today and yesterday.


Dawn Breaks Anew


Dawn broke over the field,
Light piercing the blades of grass,
Like shards etched out of the ice
As graceful skater weaves seamlessly to and fro.
The cold seeped into him until he was numb
To all but his pain and the relentless lies.
He awoke.
Another day to drink his wounds away,
To forget the hateful shouts of
"I wish you were dead."
"You are the son I don't have any more.
Get out of my life!"

He ached for his pain to leave him.
Yet, it followed him, his inseparable shadow,
Wielding taunt after taunt
Until he believed the lies and they become truth.
Loser. That's all I am, he thought.
A bum for life, my wretched destiny.
And so, he took his dole and drank it away
Until hands shook without ceasing until inebriation.
Friends parted. Deception become daily reality.

"God, if you are real, why don't you help me?"
"Why AREN'T you helping me?"
"You must not be real then!"
Agony. Mental torture. Sorrow. Loss.
He consumed his fulvous pints in vicious cycle.
Stellas next. Then gum. All counterfeits to hide the shame.
Surrounded by humanity but constantly ignored.
Loneliness and falsehoods his best mates.

Nine years later. Copious love, grace, and hope gently sown.
A transformed man with a grateful heart.
Atheist turned Christian.
Cheeky but tender with those who live as he once did.
Brilliant. Renewed. Comical. Patient with distinction.
Beloved son.
A father some day soon
Writing new futures bright with ambition and purpose.
Radiating smile both now and then
Revealing the light deeply placed within.

2/3/11

Exercising Encouragement

Encouraging the staff today with texts. I really want to use my gifts here and know that I am encourager. Some days you need it here more than others too. So far, all is well.